Internet and Webdesign
Most of my sparetime I spend online while I am also constructing and extending my homepage. All you can see here has been created by me based on my own ideas. This is the work of many hours and I really enjoy doing this. I started out with a little page at Beepworld with some really poor photographs. But I got better and better in webdesign as well as in posing for pictures. Once again I would like to emphasize that there is no agency behind me or my projects! I am doing this all by myself because it is providing a lot of fun to me so you better enjoy it …

Webcam
Six years ago I discovered my passion for video chatting. It is great to have the feeling of having someone right here with you, despite the fact he or she is a long distance away. Additionally to erotic video chatting I also like net meeting with my friends. Sometimes we keep the cam running even in the night so we can watch each other sleeping. You don’t feel lonely at all then. Besides, you can also talk via speaker and microphone which saves a lot of telephone costs. Currently my emphasis is on erotic video chatting which I find to be very prickling. 

Photographing and Modelling
I like myself and my body and really enjoy looking at myself and people admiring me! It is just wonderful to see how you are changing. The best way to survey this is by comparing older photographs with new ones. A neat appearance is very important to me and through my photographs I can perfectly control myself and my development. Moreover, it will be fantastic to be able to show my kids someday what a beauty their mommy was when she was at their age... Most pictures are being taken by friends or fans, because I dislike the stress caused by the self-timer. I also like taking pictures of others thus showing them how pretty they really are. I know quite a lot of favorable postures. Due to the fact that photographs can be widely improved by software afterwards I prefer digital cameras and only the best shots will be printed on quality paper.  

Sexy Clothes
I love to dress myself in a sexy way! It is just awesome to feel the looks of both men and women! I like going shopping with my friends and often can’t help buying something impulsively.
Wow, this panty is just supersweet and sexy and hmmmm the pants – my ass just looks awesome and hot, and this lipstick matches perfectly with my new shirt… I justify these puchases always with the necessity to look neat and sexy! It is a pity that it’s so stringently dictated by the society to be cool and sexy. Quite frequently I put myself under the pressure of having to look pretty even though it is actually not necessary. Because the people who should really be important to us are our friends. And they give a shit about me wearing the trend color of tomorrow or last year’s novelties.

Music
One of my greatest passions is music! It is amazing what music can do to my soul. When I feel sad, all I have to do is listening to my favorite songs and I will be ok again. But sometimes I like to dwell on my feelings, and let them act on me. This is strengthened by fitting songs like “Eintragung ins Nichts (Registry into Nothingness)”, “Graue Wolken (Grey Clouds)”, “Tausend Tränen tief (A Thousand Tears Deep)” by Blumfeld. I also like listening to Linkin Park, Nickleback, and to a smaller extent, Terrorgruppe, In Extremo, and Chart music of course. My ex boyfriend called me “Stino Tusse” which is an abrevation of the German word “Stinknormale Tusse” i.e. vaguely “most trivial chick”, only because I do not favor “schranz-music” and like listening to the charts up and down -lol-. I surely like listening to Chris Liebig or DJ Rush from time to time - but all the time?!!

Dancing
Already as a child I liked singing and dancing! I wanted to become a famous dancer. Later on that dream changed a little and it would be a hot gogo girl *smile*. I have made it. The dream of many young girls came true for me. I started to dance in one of my favorite discos. But at the end of the day this didn’t provide any new dance experience but only self-confidence. I have accepted my body and my dance moves. I let myself fall to beautiful music, sacrifice to it, and move myself in a very slinky way. Later I applied as a stripper and was accepted right away. I used to work on a regular basis at the “Flair” for one year, stripped on different occasions like birthday parties, a town festival, opening of the swinger club “Osae” and its one year celebration. As a gogo dancer I worked at different locations like the “Dance Factory”, “Banana”, “Riesenhügel” or “Planet” (local discos). Dancing in discos now is my private pleasure only (which does not mean there is no admiring audience anymore *gg*). As soon as the gogos are leaving their platforms and the music is cool enough I jump on the speakers (there is just more space than down in the crowd). Most untamed I am when there are no friends around and watching. This usually is at home in front of the mirror. *lol*  >
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Literature
I like reading often if I have time enough! I am not too much into novels but books about flora and fauna, certain eras, buildings like pyramids and temples. I am interested in cultures and living of foreign people. The most wonderful and most valuable book I have ever read was the diary of a female friend of mine. She gave it to me to show me that we shared the same feelings and fears. Now I know that my abnormality is quite normal. Up to then I had repressed myself mentally and had not followed my interests most of the time. But this book taught me that this is my live and that I! want to be happy, that I will get to know my man, who loves profound conversation, likes cooking together with me, plays chess, is keen on sports and interested in the world generally. Currently I am reading these two books: “Psychoanalysis - reports and methods” by Wolfgang Mertens and “The “Me” and mechanisms of defense” by Anna Freud. To read these books was highly recommended to me by a friend. Right now I do not know why yet, but I hope to understand him much better after the reading.

Sports
I like riding the bicycle, swimming and ice skating. I used to play handball, after that, basketball and then I joined a dancing team. Now I am only exercising in the fitness studio. I am especially training my legs, belly, butt and back for a delicate and self-confident poise and a sexy juicy butt. Since I am spending a lot of time in front of the PC I need to exercise more than ever now and it also serves as a mental compensation.

Chess
One of my favorite hobbies is playing chess! Unfortunately only two of my friends know how to play it which is why I can’t play very often. You can also play against others via the Internet but I only like playing with people I know! My grandfather taught me how to play when I was little and then I was playing regularily at a school course. I used to be the best chess player of our school.

Cooking and baking
I like surprising guests with a selfcooked menu. I need approval as well as crtiticism! Cooking for myself is the most boring thing which I don’t like at all. Before Christmas all my friends will get yummy selfmade cookies. For this occasion I am trying really hard, for the look is as important as the taste. I am painting the Christmas tree cookies green by using a special food stain. Little sugar balls serve as glitter balls. Last Christmas I even created little crocodiles – what?? – Yes, really, don’t ask me what made me do this. I was modelling crocodiles out of short pastry and painted them green. My friend was enthusiastic about it. I am also baking selfmade bread, here is the recipe of my current favorite: >
Onion-Cheesebread<


The translation into English was done by "Minischwanz".
Initial corrections were done by Marian, the final "ironing" was done by "Dance".
Endearing thanks to the three of you !
Commanding greetings, Lady Seraphina
May 31th, 2007